Trying...

I'm really trying to realize the importance of letting go. I'm the type of person who really cares what people think about me...and it's a little ridiculous because there is no need. I also know that about 80% of my worrying is about things I have NO control over. I have had so much anxiety in the last month because I want to know WHERE I want to live and WHAT I'll be doing at that place, so it's frustrating. I also hate change, I hate thinking about me moving away or having a good friend move/get married/change.

It's been hard adjusting to change and my anxiety has been centered around anticipating a lot of change in the next year.


That's kind of where I'm at.