It's surprising what good weather can do for a bad mood. The sun yesterday was inspiring, and refreshing. I am a lover of a dark season, but was inclined to embrace the delicious warmth of the sunlight against my back. Most of yesterday was spent driving to find a pair of dance tights, but I didn't mind. My window was down and jazz was playing on my radio.
I find it extremely scary how life can take various turns. And I don't notice where the turns were until I'm already at a destination. I never knew where I would be at age 22, but I wouldn't have thought it was here. I don't regret anything, or wish things had been different, but I do look back and see certain experiences or goals I've held on to that deeply shape who I am now.
Is it weird to say that I'm glad I'm worn, used up, and tainted, and hurt? I want to have the experience of feeling something. I occasionally feel at my best after something horrible has happened.
This blog is a few jumbled sentences. My main thought these days is that I want to acquire so much knowledge and feeling from the world. Nature is beautiful, people are special, and everything is a resource.
"Don't threaten me with love, baby. Let's just go walking in the rain."- Billie Holiday "
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